20 Mar 21 It’s Saturday night; I’ve been feeling incredibly alone all this week. I’m not sure what made it come about. I’m not sure why I haven’t felt up to socializing much this week. Nothing feels quite right; I’m in that place where I want to feel safe and secure and surrounded by people,Continue reading
J’avais oublié que j’avais utilisé le blogue pour ecrire, mais je me souviens hier soir. J’aime imaginé que je voyager au Europe, mais je jamais voyage au France, pas l’Allemagne. J’ai peur de sois seul en l’Allemagne, mais je sais le francais, et je pense que je pourrais être seul au France! Mais… quelque chose,Continue reading “bonne chance a lire l’avenir”
It’s been weird to grow up and to realize that “Christmas” is one of those ephemeral things that exists in memory and imagination. There are very few material goods that could make me feel happy; as you grow older, you learn to live for people and experiences. I miss being a kid; I miss whenContinue reading “Blue Blue Blue Christmas”
15 August 2020 I caught a chill in the air just as the Try Guys were recounting their Halloween memories (when is the appropriate time to watch The Nightmare Before Christmas? Why is Thanksgiving coming later and later each year?) I got excited about being here. I haven’t felt autumn weather in a while. TheContinue reading “Autumn Slide”
3 August 2020 I keep hearing Christmas songs. My dad’s been musing out loud about how we can take a “family vacation” to Florida if the US is cleared up in November, December, and January. I can’t fathom it any more now than I could last year. Really, I can’t even imagine Christmas or theContinue reading
My biggest fear is that I’m undeserving of happiness. I say that because people in my life have always become lessons. Everyone comes and goes, and I figured there had to be a reason for people I loved to disappear. I make everything make sense; I’m supposed to learn how to be independent, I’m supposedContinue reading “J’ai peur dans mon cœur.”
I’m scared of everything becoming a chore. I try so hard to plan and do the right thing- don’t text too much, don’t text infrequently, try to keep my mind on one subject instead of jumping around all over the place. I worry because there’s so much that I want to share with you. TheContinue reading “Living by the Ocean”
8 April 2020 This piece evokes a both a profound sense of intimate closeness and a desperate sense of longing through separation through it’s use of shape and simulated touch. I wasn’t planning on leaving the second hand unpainted and turning this into a photography piece. Once I laid my hand down to try toContinue reading ““Tantalus””
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